Well, this has been long days now, i have not slept for the past 3 days... i havent had a meal today, i think im entering an alter-human state, im not an organism, not anymore, i live due to electricity, and gravity, there is somethin pushin this dead body.. i am real new to this world of deviations, i have been a fanatic for a while, but am a part of the system now.. taking some time to get used to... i wish i could dream, i wish i could sleep so i could dream, i wish i wish, dontchall wish so many things, i wish i didnt need to wish, then, i wouldnt need anything to wish for, dontcha think... well hallucinations started, RusselCrowe is an awsome actor, just watched that movie where he goes nuts! so identified!!! lol, kidddin, Beutifull Mind is a hell of a movie, very inspiring... well take care, ill beat myself into some other type of time wastin...
peace out.